U.S. actuality star Rob Kardashian is disappointed he missed Kim Kardashian and Kanye West's wedding, but he was not relaxed attending mainly because of his weight. The 29-12 months-old's battle with depression led to weight achieve and Rob ballooned to virtually 300 lbs (136 kilograms) in 2014, when his major sister was planning her European wedding. Embarrassed by his dimension, he made a decision he wasn't in a position to encounter the public and opted not to attend the nuptials in Italy, even even though he was in Paris for the rehearsal dinner. "I was performing my suit fittings in Paris appropriate just before the wedding ceremony and I just was not cozy," he tells Individuals.com in a unusual interview. "I'm 6 foot a single (inch) and at my most I possibly weighed 300 lbs." "There have been cameras at the airport on our journey there and I was incredibly unhappy with the person I saw in all the photos," he continues. "I am upset I missed my sister's wedding but it was a personalized determination." Rob returned residence right after the wedding and grew to become a virtual recluse, skipping household holidays and vacations. "I just was not down to have photographers adhere to me, so I manufactured absolutely sure I was away from all of that," he says. "I'm really good at disappearing." "I wasn't content with myself so I did not want my household to see me that way," he adds. His decision to remain away from his family members led to a showdown with sister Khloe, who has battled her personal excess weight troubles over the previous decade. With a new positive outlook on life soon after turning out to be engaged to model Blac Chyna in April (sixteen), and a little one on the way, Rob admits he is in a good place and he is established to stay on best of his feelings and emotions. "The way I dealt with my troubles perhaps was not the greatest, but nobody can make me happy but me," he says. "Now I want to see everybody in my family members just about every chance I get. You by no means know what is going to come about tomorrow, and I don't want to do that to my mom. "There have been certainly dark days for me, and I'm nevertheless not fully delighted seeking at myself in the mirror, but I'm functioning in the direction of that. And I am content."